I ask myself everyday if I have the strength to do this.

I hate the person I’ve become…so unrecognizable to myself, not to mention everyone else.

I never used to think of myself as a selfish person but now I can’t tell where my selflessness ends and my self-preservation begins.

I keep thinking about that boy from high school. I’ve never felt so close to someone I barely knew. I think it’s just the timing of this whole thing. He must have been so scared, but I understand why he would have been so calm and organised the  way he was in the end.

I just wish I could be resolute with either way at this point.


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