Momma said, “tell the truth and shame the devil. “
Well alright then. I am burnt out, tired and fatigued beyond all else. Working on my last reserve power that has only been supplied by God and the pride He saw fit to instill in me.
No state is permanent. Not anything in life, good or bad, and if you are so inclined to believe in God and His heaven, not even death. So this will be over.
Until then, I am wandering in a dark desert, close to no hope, delirious stumbling in all direction for the way back into light and life.